.sleep

Cleaning up my room is such a bitch and a half. Everytime I decide to clean up, it’s perfectly timed to that way by the time I’m half way done cleaning up my room, I have to go out. Not realizing that everything that was on the floor is now on my bed, I leave and come back late.

By the time I’m tired and ready for bed, there’s all this shit on my bed, and I have to go and sleep on the floor in my living room because my room is too small.

Note to self: buy sheets and covers to put overtop my messes to make them seem invisible.

.disappointed

I can’t enjoy movies anymore because a lot of the time I watch them I end up analyzing them instead. (Thank you media Studies class)

I went to go and watch Lightning Thief today and throughout the entire movie I thinking to myself about how predictable things are going to be, this is going to happen at this time, etc etc.

It sucks balls, I have to wait about 4 years before all of this movie analysis can be pushed out of my brain and I can enjoy movies again. I can’t even enjoy old mindfuck movies because I’m still analyzing them. I’m afraid to see Run Lola, Run for class a few weeks down the road.

Also, hanging out with your friends. It gets really awkward when everyone gets all kissy kissy and touchy feely with their partner, especially when you’re the odd one out because you don’t have one. I can’t really comment on that because I’m not mad that I don’t have a girlfriend, but would it kill to be a little considerate for the one guy who’s already isolated because he’s without a girlfriend? :/

Just a thought though.

.camping @ home]

Sorry for abandoning this web blog, i’ve been camping at home doing work like crazy. Life as been complicated but I hope I can still commit to twice weekly and not having to make this blog once weekly :/

Getting back to the swing of things by keeping this updated with my thoughts and scribbles on life. Check it.

Also proof that I’ve been camping.

.Building a website]

srs buisness.
Apparently my school offers freeweb space with a decent web domain, still not customized to the fullest, but it’s alright. I plan on using it for the years to come, and if I actually take initative to update my website as often as I should be updating this blog, then I think this could work out well.

Give it a look see!

http://uoguelph.ca/~jebank01

.I’ve had it with technology]

In particular computers…

Every 2 months or so I feel the need to look up a new computer on Craigslist or Kijiji and it’s starting to get annoying. It’s like I don’t know what I want anymore. I remember I made a blog post a while back saying that I would stop, but I just can’t help myself. I really wish that I could :(

.class is balls]

Going back to class on a tuesday morning really sucks.

I want to go back to Montreal and drink some more with friends. IN FRENCH.

.food diaries ch.1 : Spaghetti]

Ongoing post through the night as I continue to update it until I’m done.

I’ve become extremely determined to cook something for myself that is edible, that is a change from the Mac and Cheese I’ve been having for god knows how long. I can’t possibly fail!

First update:  .when boiling the water, I used a large pot and put it on a small burner… :( ]

Second update:  .water almost boiled over because I forgot to turn down the heat when adding in the pasta]

Third update : .spaghetti sauce exploded in microwave because I didn’t know how to heat it properly]

Fourth update: .forgot meat… :( ]

At least this bitch is edible and moderately tasty!

You are what you ain’t

Think of all the things that you aren’t in life.

You done?

Okay now add on the things that you will never become because it’s unattainable for a number of reasons.

Still with me?

Now think hard and tell me what’s left. Is it everything you are or want to be?

Y’know it’s just as they say…

You are what you say you are… A superstar…

(yes I know that the lyrics are wrong so don’t bother to point that out. )

.voices inside your head]

Something short for the ride home but it’s definetly a thinker.

When you start to communicate with someone you begin to get a sense of who they are through their actions. Eventually the more you hang around that person you get a good feeling of their voice. To the point where messages from them are narrated in your head in their voice.

But what was it like before you got to know your friends so well? When they put wall posts on your facebook page or send you messages on msn, who was narrating those messages for you?

Maybe it’s just me and no one else actually has a recollection of their friends voices inside of their head. I guess in a way it’s just how myind and my soul show their gratitude and appreciation for the friends I have and the people that I stay in contact with.

Also iPhone.

Agagaga holidays!

What an amazing couple of days. I spent a lot of time hanging out with my friends, getting dome amazing deals shopping around before boxing day and spending some quality time with my family. This has to have been the best Christmas I’ve had in too long.

Just the kind of morale one needs to get through the remainder of the school year.

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